eat diary #7

 weigh in: 53.7kg

i gained 100 grams, how??!!

 in the last days i ate about 200-350 calories, above all 200 calories.fuuuckkk

calorie intake : 800 calories today (maintain day, tomorrow again 200-400cals).

i will weigh myself tomorrow, and be sad for sure because i will 100% 54kg again... :(

but okay keep going! goal to 50kg will be arrived no matter what.

late night update:

ALTHOUGH i ate 750/800 calories today i weigh now 53.8kg, i mean luckily but i don't get it lol

but my goal weight is 52kg for now, then maintain exactly 52/52.4kg for 4-8weeks.

and then down to 49/50kg.

I wouldn't go further down, I have to stay realistic and happy, but I would happy with 50, 51 and 52kg

maintaining will be tough tho, but i will be happy.

-i xoxo